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Diego Alejandro Fernandez - Over a Lake

This month’s Versed in Florida is with poet Diego Alejandro Fernandez, an FGCU senior studying anthropology with a minor in creative writing. He performs a sestina today, which he will define. He told WGCU’s Amy Tardif he never knows when the words will flow.

Over a Lake 

A wind reveals itself gliding over still water,

giving the lake a skin, a face textured by ripples

and a beard of matted grass, eyes flecked black by cigarettes.

I trace the surface, construct a map

of water lilies un-bloomed and  a contained stillness, a reflection

of inhabitance like alligator calm, a slightly stirring lie.

 

If you learn to listen, you’ll hear much, and all about lies,

about the beguiling chatter of this tongue-less water,

its sad revelation, its begging respite of reflection.

At sunrise it glitters gold as old soul’s skin, desert shadows over water’s ripples

and I can see the face remember, begin to map

its history of flood and blood and white rock as stone as smoke of cigarettes.

 

The stain of addiction lies un-evidenced, like a young man’s cigarettes.

The water listens as birds slide low, wings languid and wide as a lying

dreamer’s fingers flying across to distances unmapped.

Trees that used to dance wear crowns and robes of thorns as they solemnly envy the water,

free as he is to reach so far, they say, far as ripples

can carry, almost to the shore, almost enough to disrupt a watcher’s reflection.

 

And what has such an aqueous mind to reflect

upon? A memorable flower, bent to see her beauty, to leave a cigarette

where her face glowed. How envious of a river! Who ripples

alive with flowing dreams, who stops explorers ashore with lying

stillness, down, downriver, the sunlight crossing a diamond on water.

It is an adventure for lucky men to map

 

her length, mouth to foot to bed! But even the land between them is unmapped

for this lake who stares with sleepless eyes into its own reflection

as I lean heavy and dendronous over the water,

all one of the martyred trees but for my disintegrating cigarette,

forgotten as the days before the lake, the young age of lies

and humming feet, while the lake waited as a shore waits for ripples.

 

But someday I’ll go, too, and the lake’s ripples

will never quite reach the shore to lift foot over land mapped

so long ago, which left him a blankness - an obvious lie.

So the lake will stare at the sky, pondering an imagined reflection,

the clouds as plumes of smoke from the cigarette

remembered in that one’s mouth, the one who stopped by the water.

 

Old Greeks lied about people falling in love with their reflection,

unperturbed by ripples of age over the map

of their face. I should start smoking cigarettes, thinks the water.